In an exercise we did, I noticed that if I want to continue calling myself a writer, then I really need to get more serious about it. If I can't trust myself or believe in myself, then I
need want to trust others whose opinions I value. I need want to believe in myself. I need want to be better disciplined. Perhaps taking the shoulds and needs out of the equation will make me feel less rebellious and more willing to please.
I go to bed tonight feeling grateful for all my blessings,